but now the kids are sick. One vomitting, one coughing and wheezing, one on the toilet continually…and Asher. Its a busy day, but hey I’m not lonely. LOL! Chey escaped to school this morning though.
It was a busy but great weekend. Chey had Gabby, Sophie, and Bethany over Friday night after youth. I am sure they were up ALL night. I studied until 3 ish and they were still awake and playing DS. Saturday Zoe and Freedom were up bright and early and went with Wendell and the rest of the family to watch Kyra’s semi final soccer game. They lost, but this is the farthest their team has ever made it. So that was exciting. Then in the afternoon Freedom went skating with Kyra and the university girls hockey team. Sunday morning I volunteered in the kitchen at Church, Pastor Leon gave an AWESOME message and then I bought (Well technically Wendell bought) tickets to see Darlene Zschech in November. That is exciting. She is bringing her whole band. I can’t wait. We hae had some of THE BEST speakers etc. from Hillsongs church this year..Donna Crouch who is AMAZING, Brian Houston at the conference in Oct, Darlene Zschech in November. Seriously, wow.
I also managed to turn 29. With mixed feelings. I DO not feel 29, in fact I never have felt like I made it past 22. I just expanded horizontally. The 16th of September came and went and I was not sure I wanted to celebrate. But I did. My amazing friend Nettie surprised me with a yummy dinner and a cake. Her family is so amazing, we are lucky to know them. It is funny that I manage to make good friends with the only Mom at school YOUNGER than me. I was left contemplating 30 next year. 30. Old. I realize it is just a number, but I have always had an unnatural fear of getting old. I am not scared of dying I know where I am going (Thank God), not afraid of being sick or crippled (I know I am healed and protected Thank God)…its just the idea of being old. Old is uncool, out of touch, no fun, isolated, out of their prime, just…yuck. Now, I know a lot of really cool people over 30 (my husband, my in laws, my mom). They all rock. Yet, here I sit contemplatig ways to avoid turning 30. I have issues.
For 30 I have managed to accomplish more than most..married 10 years, 5 kids, a univerisity degree, I never drink, smoke, do drugs, I am part of a great church, a great relationship with my Mom, my in laws, my kids, my kids friends, , I have a realtionship with my God and my Savior, I am involved at the kids school, at church, we own a house and a great yard, two vehicles, I am healthy and so is all of my family..I mean I have it made. Its not that I made it to neary 30 without acheiving anything and leaving a legacy of regret. SO what is my problem???